life is just full of bullshit.

everybody thinks they got me all figured out .well , if you can tell i dont really show my feelings . when im sad , i dont cry in front of people . I do it alone . & you can tell that i dont laugh alot .
alot of people think im emotionless. haha . No , thats just me hiding my feelings . The reason why i dont show my feelings is because ; 1 . i dont want people going up to me and say " OMG KIM ARE YOU OKAY ? WHAT HAPPEND ? " . 2. i dont want peoples attention . So , my solution is to hold it all in . Until . i .cant. take . it . anymore. i know thats "bad" . but thats the only thing i can do right now . now a days , ive been different . At school you think im "normal" , "happy" . but you have no idea whats going on inside. i smile . but most of the time its fake. I try to hide it all in , but its killing me lately . and i dont know what to do about it . so many problems . and i cant solve them all at once .stress is eating me alive . "life is just full of bullshiet" i need a break . seirously .