trippy ass day .

the beginning ;Im just gonna go right to it . It was around 1:30 . I was all ready .gonna head out the doorr . BUT THEN . UH OH . My brother comes out and says "LET ME DO YOUR HAIR" . I was like uhmm , no thankyou mabey next timee. :D . Hes like "NONONONO . It will only take 2 mintues". I gave in.Haha . Worst mistake in my lifee! . So he took HALF of the hair waxx ,put it in his hand and plopped it right on to my head . he started , messing around with it . and when we were done . My harid WASS FCKNN BIGGGGG!!! . EXTRA VOLUME.! . OMGAHED . So after that incident , i went to go wash my hair in the sink . He came in , hes like OH NO . Why are you doing that . im like ...... uhmm im only washing my bangs ?? . Hes like OH OKAY LET ME DO IT AGAIN! . I WAS LIKE NOOOO! . ITS OKAY .!! LOLOL . FMl .Hahah Oh and i arrived to catherines house like 30 mintues late . HAHA . anyways moving on ;;;;

the funnest; So catherines mom drove us to outside calvins house thing . & we met up Richmond , His brother & girlfriend, Bailey , Timmy, Eric, Alex, Sydney,Hoang and anthony . & then later came tram , don , christy , & robinson. :D . They went swimming , while me christy, Timmy , Robinson, catherine , and don just hung out . But then Don , tram,Christy & catherine all left at 5. So then aFter the cake, chips , drinks. WE all went to this big room , where it looks like a dance studio without the mirrors. LOL .we just all chilled theree, and fool around . It was pretty fun . Untill .....

SADDEST/DEPRESSED : So Hoang , anthony, richmond,his brother, and girlfriend left to walton park . & later timmy left before the saddest thing happend .So it was me , bailey, sydney , eric, alex , robinson, &calvin . Sitting at the couches . So we all gahtered up . Our plan was to convince his dad or stepmom to let me stay . So we called his dad 10x . His step mom 10x. When we stopped . alex tried and BAM we got it . We kept talking to her , trying to convince her . EVERYONE STARTED CRYINg . Seirous . Sydney calvin, me eric alex & bailey . sitting here listening to calvins stepmom talk . saying all these things that HURT us SO much . I got mad , and was like HANG UP THE PHONE . & then when she said "Its gonna be the same , you dont HAVE to see him EVERYDAY . it got us SO sadd . Cuz we NEED calvin . But now its over . Hes moving . Its done . We tried fighting so hard . but were done . Sat there crying to ourselves , Listing all the memoried we ALL had together. Got us crying so fckin much . Bailey got a call from her mom saying he had to go . WE hugged calvin . & cried some more in the car............


FUNNNN AGAIN; So in the car , i was like 1 minute away from my house . & baileys mom asked us ARE YOU GUYS HUNGRY ? . i was like YEA . then her mom was like Ask them if they want to go eat . and we asked . And they said YES . :D . so we picked them up . Azn styled in the car . 2 people in the front 5 people in the back . [robinson went home] Went to eat phoo . Ate so much . Shared so many memories . Took the pictures . & now its over . THis is really it . He is really moving . Goodbye . D: .Im glad , we got to spend the whole day with him .

Good bye Calvin , remember we will ALWAYS love you ♥ . No matter what .

shit happends .

Today while playing rockband ; i REALIZED 2 things . The first thing , is that i SUCK at drums . Lol .& Second , i REALLY understand that you CANT trust anyone . I thought i could trust my "closest friends" . But nah , I really cant . The only person that you can trust; is YOURSELF . It was pretty random , how all of a sudden i was playing the guitar & then i started thinking and thinking and realizing . then it really got to me ." You really cant trust anyone." But this is life .Shit happends . Drama happends . Friends are lost . Family problems . You just gotta deal with it . Life is cruel . All you can do is live it & make the most of it.
“Trust self. You know more then you think you do. ”



btw; this is just my opionon/ thought/ perspective. So dont get me wrong . Do whatever you desire .

short.

So today , i went to westminister mall with my mutherr . & i boughtt black and white vans [so typical] . ehh its alright :D . Not blogging that much anymore . So yeaa . Tomorrows the block . Im gonna die in the heat D: . today was 99 degrees ? omgaahhh . omgosh , imagine p.e with this weather . AHH . D: So thats basically it . :D

SUCKKAS .

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hmm .

Oh noes . Summers coming to an endd soon . Oh my . THAt was really fast . Didnt reallly get to do what i wanted to do . But its okayy ... This summer was funnish . Really good memories . :D ehh, anyways i was suppose to talk about the weather Lol . i hate the HOT weather . Ughh . It gives me a headache . :P && there were about 2 days , which was glooomy and not sunny :D . I love those days . The weathers weirdd . Its like one day its hot and then its gloomy & gray . GLOBAL WARMING ? nahh , efff thatt . eff 2012 . If we die , we die . Not much to it . Sorry , not in the mood to blog . :P

ehhh . What a bad day .I expirenced the longest 2 hours of my life . I hate how either im REALLY happy ,Or im like idgaf . Well , today i was suppose to go to a pool party / hangout . But instead i sat home , waited for my mom for 2 hours . She said she will be homee at 2. Wtf . She lagged , and came home at 5:00 . dammit . I couldve just walked . but im those kind of people who get lost very easily , and takes 2 hours to walk somewhere. Lol . So ,I got pissed at everything . I dont know why i did . I felt my blood rushing , & my heart pounding .And so the 2 hours i waited for my mom ; I did nothing . Layed down in bed . & waited for a sound of a car . & everytime i "thought" i heard her car . I got angrier , and angrier . But she took to long , and i kinda fell asleep . Lol . It was so hot in the room . I woke up haveing nightmares . & the bad part about it . I remembered them . ugh . Gosh dammit . why is life like this ? I always question myself . But i guess , this is how it is . You have your ups and downs . I guess i have to learn , thats how life works .


"Everything has been figured out, except how to live." ;

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." -Buddha .

my day;

So basically , I was pretty much on the road today . But before that , i just "edited" my myspace profile . most people hate it cuz its REALLY Pink . LOl . but oh wells; i like it :] & my pink ninja player .Oh and you have to watch the video on my profile . freakinn sickkk. Lol. Anyways ,after i was done , we went to change the tire for the car , and got food [Lees sandwhiches]. & went shopping for my backback , binder, pencils . All i need is my shoes . Which im planning to get ;

But in a different color :D . Oh man schools coming up . Oh and my registration is on Wednesday, September 3rd . Come and visit me . teehee . Ehh thats about it . :] .

LOL ;

LOL she always make me smile :D . Haha . Ill miss you Lauren toledo ♥ .

Sql's casa ;

SQL ♥ CPV ♥KBLW♥

Today , Me , Bailey, & catherine went over to Sydneys house . :D . We watched "the notebook" , made dino nuggets, took a whole bunch of pictures. [but bailey left early ]. D:
Not being very detailed , but oh wells :D . Lol . Fun day, funday.
ENJoii . ;]

Lalala ;

WOW . last night , i slept around 4 amish . I talked on the phone with Don till 1:30 am . Another hour and 10 minutes[my guess] passed when I watched " confessions of a shopaholic" with my mom.Lol So thats 2:30-3:am. Haha . The rest of the time , I listened to my ipod . & only listened to trance&techno&house music .
[benny benassi,kaskade,deadmau5,Atb,Dj Italian sensation etc.etc.etc]
It kept me pumped , and i had so much energy . Thats a good thing ; but not when your about to go to sleep . Lol . i love techno&trance becuase of the really good beatss,the good rythm, the energy of the song, & you can just go crazy wit it . yahh know ? lol . house music , is not so different .Its more soothing though , i like to listen to it when im relaxed :D . Anyways , tehcno is so different from other type of music . Its only beats & sound [which i like] .teehee .After last night , i really appretiate music .Tehcno; all day erryyday ♥


"Without music life would be a mistake." ;
"Music is enough for a lifetime, but a lifetime is not enough for music";
"When the music changes, so does the dance"

* Favorite song : 4am-kaskade (Adam K & Soha Remix)

fun day;

Today was a fun day :D . I went over to maah friends house , and played Rock bandd & ate the best grilled cheese ever . :D . i love playing rockbandd , i suck on drums . I like the guitar . ;] . mucho fun . And then at 4 , i went home . & got ready for the pizza party at round table . It was fun tooo . Free pizza & drinks !! yumyum . Hung out with friends ,relaxed , played games, free food . & to top it off , when i got home there was a whole mess of junk food. LOL . There were donuts ,chips, candy, and a whole lot moreee .. i have no idea why . LOL . good day . ;] <3

Picnic ;

Well , Calvins picnic was yesterday . Saturday the 15th . Oh man what a day . Really good adveneture :D . So I went to Catherines house , and took pictures & waited for bailey . :') She came at like 2 pm . and on our way there , we kinda got lost . LOL . but we asked these random 2 bikers . & eventually found our way . So we arrived . And THERE NOT THERE . lol . we were suppose to be there BY 2 . but arrived at like 2 :40ish. So Baileys mom dropped us off . and we waited . Then they camee , and the car was PACKED . i mean PACKED . There were like 15 people in the van thingy .LOL. or mabey more . Lol . anyways so me , catherine , and bailey . All had to sit ontop of each other . D: FAIL . Lol . so we got theree , and they just set up the food and what not . ;')
we just layed back , and chilllaxed , took pictures .

later that evening ; We all decided to go hiking . EXEPT , sydney and calvin . :') So it was me , bailey , catherine , alex, manny , hoang , and eric . Lol . It was a pretty sight . [kinda] . And it was lots of fun :D So we got back , and we all played freeze tag . exept manny . & sydney went home D: . It was really funny . Cuz calvin had a cramp on his leg . and he fell .& was SCREAMINg . HAHa . ;') . good times .

going home; so we all packed and got ready to go home D: . and guess what we had to do . we had to fit in that car again . LOL . so catherine sat on alexs lap . I sat on hoangs lap . and bailey on erics :D . manny was alone . and so was calvin . LOL . Calvin kept mentioning that he was alone . LOL . so , we said our good byes . & left . Just waiting for the reunion on the 28th . :D





^^^^,manny & hoang didnt get in the picture . & sydney and calvin wasnt with us .

ROOOMROOM .

LOLOL ROOMROOM . :D . Ahh today was such a fasttt dayy . ohh my . Okay well , today at 9am I was suppose to go to target with my momm, to buy new ear phones .So I woke up this morning & got out of my room ; *sigh* no one was here . D: . I called my mom, and shes like "ill be home in an hour" . :P . i was like OMG . so i hopped back into my bed :D . and slept till 10 . I woke up , and got up . And noone was there :P . i called again, I was like "mom where are you" . and shes like "I SAID ILL BE HOME IN AN HOUR " i was like , "YOU SAID THAT ONE HOUR AGO" . and shes like okay 10 more minutes . :O . Lol . wow . so i hopped onto the computer, imed up some people . and she came home at 11 . FML . LOL . Right before we left i did my laundry really quick . But before we went to target . We went to staples , and dropped off my uncle to the dentist . [fast forward] okay so we got home and its like 11:45 . Im like OMFG . i still need to put the laundry in the dryer , shower , change , do the hair , & more . By 1 :P . but i made it 15 minutes late to catherines house . :P . LOL .
But thats okay . READD "CALVINS PICNIC " tomorrow .
[too be continued ..]

this summer so far;

• Went to washington for 6 days :D
• Had the best day ever LOL.
• Ate boiling crab with family
  
• Got sick for a week . :P
• create a blog ;]
• birthday parties
  
• lots & lots of hangouts at the block
• meet new people :D
• become closer with some friends .
• got a pet pig :D
• camera whored with friends LOL
  
• went to play games 2 days in a row for 10 hours
• went to oc fair
  
• sneaked out of the house . [shhh]
• got GIANT nemo
• photostickers :D

HAHA well , thats about it so far . Ill add more later . enjoii .

Oh and if you were wondering about the pet pig thing , i was talking about -

LOL

the usual ; [kinda]

ehh the usual , another boring day . Just waiting for the 28th . :D unless someone wants to make plans before that :D . teehehee . Well today was just like any other day ....exept the morning . LOL . okay well when i woke up , i thought it was a school day but i was likee half asleep , so i wasnt thinking . It just popped in my brain that it was the first day of school .ahaha wtheoo .[I know im weird] .So i woke up at like 7am . And went to the bathroom and showered . I got out, i looked at the time . i was like "WTFFF" [oh and yes there is a clock in my bathroom]. & right away i got dressed [back in my pjs] :D . and noone was awake . So at that momment ; i went back to my room; blow dried my hair [Which took a very long time] and crawled back into my pink bed and went back to sleeep until 12 :D . teehee . very weird morning . LOL . anyways , my day was just the usual . Besides the morning , which was odd . I alsoo LOVEDLOVED the weather :] omyygahh . I took a walk too . which , i usually dont do . It was glooomy and gray . jsut the way i like it :D .
HAHA . well , im done heree . Ill blog like tomorrow ;]

the things i like ;

im bored , like always . But you cant blame me . :D LOL . okay anyways i dont know what to blog about . So ill just talk about the things i like :D . So im not going by any special order or anything like that . Im just gonna write whatever pops in my mind :D so enjoy. hmm i like SPONGEBOB . Tehehe . of course :') who doesnt like spongebob ? spongebob is a classic. Hes really interesting to watch LOL. i always get a good laugh :D . hmm , what else . OH I LOVE LOVE LOVE snowconess. Especially the one at oc fair . YUMM. it was watermelon ;]yumm yumm in my tum tum . & i likee techno / trance/house music. Anything with good rhythm and beats :D . yuppppperss . show me any good songs ;') . My favorite artist/rapper has to be KANYE WEST. Yeshh , i like his voice :D . lol . anyways , FAVORITE DANCEKREW of all time ; JABBAWOCKEEZ . yesh . The legendary jabbawockeez <3 Okay kiddos . Im done hereee . Night night . Blog tomorrow :D

bad day ;

You know why i really like blogging ? Its cuz you can "vent" & not annoy anyone . Yah know ? And you can just express your feelings or just write about your day . So anyways , today was just a mess.. First off , i did absolutely nothing & i got in BIG BIG BIG trouble . like massive trouble . D: and my dad tells me that he can no longer trust me .Hes so pissed off at me . The only thing was fun , was when i talked to catherine on the phone . wow . I realized i have like no life . & which sucks is that i know im wasting my time & i dont do anything about it . I know that when i get back to school , ill look back and be like i wasted my summer doing nothing . Most of my summer , was just going on aim , myspace and listening to music . The rest was just hanging out with friends . Didnt do much . But i wanna change that . Im just not sure what to do . Mabey bake cakes for fun ? Lol . :D sorry i know this blogg doesnt make any sence . ;] I just wanted to let it out and just relieve myself . ill gurentee you , it will be much better next time.:D

addiction ;

AHHH . D: Addictions can be really bad . But it just happens all of a sudden. LOL. I feel kinda boyish saying this . But i think im addicted to "cs " or "counter strike" source. I played for like 10 hours straight . And before i sleep , i always imagine myself playing . AHA . wow . thats really weird. But seirously , its FUNFUNFUN . i played for 10 hours , 2 days in a row . AHH. its weird to say taht i like counterstrike . i would never imagine myself saying that . :D But oh wells , Im not ashamed that im playing a boyish game. its just i think im really addicted now . Its not my fault D: . i think . AHHA . i hate how this happends. first time i try it , i begin to like it .But then after , i keep playing and playing and playing D: . but yes, it is fun . If you dont know what it is . It is a shooting game . REALLY FUN . I like being the counter terrorist . I like shooting people . PEWPEWPEW . LOL . thanks for reading :]

My opinion ;

Okay folks , This is just my personal opinion . You can choose to read it or not . Please no argueements. Im just posting this up for fun . LOL . so yesterday , at 1am I was watching ABDC. I couldnt watch it opening night cuz i was somewhere... :D . LOL . So i had to watch it at 1am . tehehe . So , i didnt really like the krews . They kinda sucked . D: exept for like 2 . Which i kinda liked . heh . but compared to the other seasons , they have to stepp it up . & i know its just the beginning but still last 3 seasons were way better . [ just saying ] i was all excited to watch it . but when i watched it i was like thinking to myself "omg im staying up for this ?" aha . anyways , i was disapointed . I hope they do WAY better next sunday . :]
Oh and the 2 krews i liked so far was , "MASSIVE MONKEES" & "RHYTHM CITY" . There alright yah know ? :D well thanks for reading , ;]

First time blogger ;

Im a first time blogger, so im sorry if my blog is kinda suckiish. AHAH. At first I didnt really want a blog . But then Hoang aka[smiley] convinced me other wise . So i decided to make one , and it seems really fun , Just opening up and writing about my day . One day ill be like 25 reading about this ;Well i hope :D Im also making a blog because im UBER bored . LoL . bordem kills . So yahh . thanks for reading , ill post up more , later, or right now :D