11:50 am .

i hate how my parents are like " GO DO YOUR ESSAY NOW" , when im already doing it :P.
they take things so seirously , and there so controllable .
in this case, its my dad . not my mom , shes moree flexable and understands me much more then my dad . today , he just barged in my room , and started looking through all my stuff .
(at least he didnt do it while i was gone) :P . and then he started to take stuff down my walls .
and im likw wth? he said it doesnt look clean .
and noo , i didnt have dirty stuff on my walls :P
-clean to him is boring , plain , and apparently he doesnt want anything on the walls .
ugh , he annoys me so much . he says he takes care of me . bull shiet.
i think already said this before. but i REALLY mean it now .
hes starting to bug the shiet out of me . like seirously.
thankfully ,hes out of the house now .
i just really need to get away .
away from him, away from everyone, away from everything .
the only way to help me escape is music .
like seirously , i just close my eyes . and im gone......